I miss her!!! I miss her like crazy. Every. Single. Day. I think about her multiple times per day. Today has been the hardest day in quite awhile. Not sure why. I'm not feeling well (head cold) and this morning when I went to drive to work I almost dialed her phone. Of course then I was hit with a ton of bricks.
I'm devastated and struggling to hold it together. I always told my husband (before she died) that I was afraid I'd lose my shit once it happens. I feel on the edge. Especially today. I am so sad. Very very sad. And angry too. My mom was such a great mom and such a great person. I love her so much!!
She was the best grandma and I'm sad that Gunnar won't remember her much. But I promise I will always talk about her and always show pictures. Life just isn't all that fair sometimes, is it??
Mom, I love you!!! I wish you were here. Life just isn't the same without you. Dang it!
