Friday, January 22, 2010

Sydney is 5 today!


Happy Birthday to my dear, sweet Sydney! I am so proud to call her my daughter. Sydney is so caring and polite and has a love for all things princess. We will be celebrating by going out to dinner tonight with my folks and brother, then on Sunday she is having a Dancing Princesses party at a dance studio in town . How quickly five years flies by!

Wednesday, January 13, 2010

Working on it!


So my new side job....Zumba instructor. I took the certification course back in 2008 when we were living in Florida and have done nothing with it...until now. Both potential teaching jobs sort of fell into my lap. The Valley (where I workout) is just getting a program started and is looking to add instructors....hello! Additionally, at my work we have a wellness program that usually offers just yoga courses but wants to add some Zumba. Luckily I'm good friends with the wellness director - that helped.

It will be nice to get a little extra money while working out. As usual, my New Year's resolution is to drop a few (or 40) pounds. One step closer!

Sunday, January 3, 2010

Happy New Year!

Happy New Year! We're quite relieved to be done with 2009. It was quite a difficult year for us - but as my brother pointed out, the bonds with friends and family grew so much stronger and we learned what is really important in life.

The holidays found us busy busy! We hosted a fun Christmas party that brought everyone together dressed to the 9's...


We had my family down for Christmas Eve and Lyndon's family plus my aunt Barb and uncle Ken for Christmas day festivities....

Although December was so fun and exciting, we are somewhat relieved the month has ended and the new year has begun!

We look forward to seeing what the doctors say about Isaac's face. He was to have had tests on Monday the 28th but because he had a pretty raspy cough and the tests require him to be under general anesthesia, we had to reschedule for January 25th.

Yesterday we took the kids up to Snoqualmie Pass for some sledding. It was loads of fun!


We are excited to see what January brings. Our good friends Olivia and Tim are expecting their second boy and our Sydney is turning 5!! Can't believe how time flies. Last night we were just viewing home videos from when Sydney was so little. I can't imagine what it will be like to look at these videos in 10, 15 years!

We hope everyone had a very Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year!! Many blessings!

Wednesday, December 23, 2009

It's been awhile...

So I won't write it all at once. Here's the skinny.....

1) Thanksgiving left me speechless. I have so much to be thankful for, most importantly a healthy family. I am so thankful Isaac is here - #1 on our list this year. I'm thankful we have two adorable, loving children. I'm thankful I have an awesome, supportive husband who doesn't think I have to do all the cooking, cleaning and laundry. Go Team Linville! I'm thankful for my parents. My parents taught me to be a good, loving person and to remember what we have and not what we don't have. To look forward and not back. They also taught me not to go through life thinking of just myself. For that, I am so grateful. I'm thankful for my brother - he's been a huge source of support for us. He's a catch (all ya single ladies). I'm thankful that in these tough times, both Lyndon and I are employed and secure. I'm so thankful for my friends....day in and day out, they have been there. Living in Maine, Florida, Washington, wherever, I can count on them. And last (but not least), I'm thankful for new friends who love us, support us and who we love and support. Life is good!

2) I turned 29! Again!

3) We have been having multiple appointments for Isaac. He was seen at Children's at the Cranio Facial Clinic which specializes in reanimation. As there is still no movement, we felt we needed to explore some options. They are going to be running a few tests on Monday that will pretty much tell us what's going on in Isaac's head as far as his nerves are concerned. He's having a BEARS hearing test, an EMG and another CT Scan. If we learn his nerve is permanently damaged, there are some options so we will be looking at these closely in the weeks/months to come. I will "try" to keep up on the blog.

4) I am on the road to being an employed Zumba instructor. I "auditioned" last week and it went well! This evening I shadowed another instructor on the stage and next week will actually teach a few songs during her class. I'm so excited - it's an exercise I completely love...so fun!

5) MERRY CHRISTMAS TO YOU AND YOURS!!!!

Saturday, November 21, 2009

CST

Well we tried to do the cranial sacral therapy (CST) but it didn't go too well. Isaac was pretty uncomfortable being in another new office and just wouldn't calm down. The therapist was awesome though - she said there is no rush to get him going on this and making sure he's comfortable is the most important. We stayed and chatted for about 20 minutes and then left.

We still can't get his pediatrician to write a referral for it but we're going to proceed and pay for it anyway. I'm going to keep working on it. I think it's a whole Eastern vs. Western medicine thing.

Can't believe the holidays are already upon us. Lyndon's folks are down this weekend and I'm making an early Thanksgiving tonight. Next week we are going to my cousins for the holiday and then spending the weekend in Portland. Excited about that and it's been years since we've been down there. Then....Poof....it's December. Yowzers!

Friday, November 13, 2009

What to do what to do

My mom was on her commute home over a week ago and was chitchatting with a guy whose nephew had a tumor in his neck and when it was removed, had nerve damage to his face. He went to a nerve and paralysis center in Houston and had a surgery performed that helped the damage.

Ever since that conversation, I've been investigating more and more the options we have as far as Isaac's face is concerned. See the ENT we saw at Mary Bridge said just give it a year and then you'll have what you have. However, it's so hard to just sit back and see what's going to happen. Since then, I've spoken with the craniofacial program at Children's Hospital in Seattle as well as the doctor in Houston who does nerve surgeries. We see the doctors at Children's on December 11th. What I learned from the doctor in Houston is so so interesting so I'll try to explain it as best as I can. I believe that the craniofacial program in Seattle will have similar suggestions.

He said that what he would recommend for Isaac would be to have a surgery where he would cut just in front of his ear (like a plastic surgery cut) and would go in, first would shock the nerve with like 1200 amps (I believe that's the number he used) and if his face twitches, then they would know that the movement should come back. However, if there was no movement, they would proceed to take his facial nerve and reroute it/connect it to nerve #5 which is the nerve that allows you to chew, moves your jaw up and down. The result of this surgery would be that Isaac could move his jaw in a certain way and it would enable that side of his face to smile. It would basically move that muscle for him.

The paralysis can be seen pretty drastically in a few areas of his face. He can't crinkle his forehead, his can't close his eye, he can scrunch up his nose and he can't smile. So basically he has lost the animation in that side of his face.

If we don't go for this surgery (which should be done in the next few months before the muscles in Isaac's face just die) then there is another option which would be to wait and see for a couple of years. Then if he doesn't regain the movement, they could perform a surgery that would take muscle from one of his legs, put it in his face and then do some reanimation/nerve moving. So that is how I understand it.

It's not purely cosmetic - it's also because his facial droop will affect his speech, his eating, etc.

As far as his eye is concerned, this is another huge worry because he is at risk for scratching his cornea as his eye doesn't get the tears and remains a little open (even when he sleeps) at all times. Right now we are putting drops in his eye every two hours and at night a gel (which he hates) but there's an option of putting a weight in his eye which will allow it to close and he can learn how to manage that as he grows up. I'm not sure when they would want to do such a surgery - at what age would be best, etc.

This is just some of the stuff going on in our household these days. Making lots of calls, trying to get all the information we can. I will be needing to take more time off from work in order to make these appointments. I will absolutely fly to Houston if needed but am hoping the same thing can be done in Seattle.

It's been really difficult to get Isaac's pediatrician to be open to discussing these options. I'm honestly so shocked that none of the providers we've seen have pointed us in this direction - it's had to be on our own initiative. I've requested another referral for some "energy work" called craniosacral therapy which my massage therapist thinks could be very helpful but have been turned down for that. Maybe because it's not medicinal? I think we'll be going ahead with it anyway - just because I want to try everything possible to get my son whatever care would be helpful. Here is the official description of what craniosacral therapy is:

A craniosacral therapy session involves the therapist placing their hands on the patient, which they say allows them to tune into what they call the craniosacral system.[1] The practitioner gently works with the spine and the skull and its cranial sutures, diaphragms, and fascia. In this way, the restrictions of nerve passages are said to be eased, the movement of cerebrospinal fluid through the spinal cord is said to be optimized, and misaligned bones are said to be restored to their proper position. Craniosacral therapists use the therapy to treat mental stress, neck and back pain, migraines, TMJ Syndrome, and for chronic pain conditions such as fibromyalgia.[2][3][4] Several studies have reported that there is little scientific support for major elements of the underlying theoretical model, which has not been rigorously analyzed.[5]

I figure it's worth a try!

Thursday, November 12, 2009

A lot to report

I really have so much to say and so much to report...I simply don't have the time lately so please stay tuned.